Monday, May 5, 2008

Mixed feelings.... I hate it...

I am leaving for a holiday in less than 2 days after so so long... I should be superbly excited... but somehow, it seems more like I am being hit by nervous breakdown.... or maybe something else... it's not that i'm not excited that finally i'm going for a holiday... it's just that maybe there has been a lot happening lately... work stress, have been pondering about my life and future, vanishing relationship,  lots of worries, the all along lack of confidence, insecurities, low self esteem.... i am feeling like shit.. seriously... my heart feels really heavy i just wanna throw up! my brain hurts.. damn!

Really hope that all these will go away by the time i arrive my holiday destination... so hard!!!!!

*yea.. i did not post anything for the past days... although i do have things to write about, well, i guess i'll do it one shot with my travelogue, Destination: Bangkok Thailand! I should just start packing now...  Sawadeeka Bangkok! Pls God, let me enjoy this holiday........  see you all next week!!

1 comment:

Renee Chung said...

I hope you feel better when you get back. :)