I am leaving for a holiday in less than 2 days after so so long... I should be superbly excited... but somehow, it seems more like I am being hit by nervous breakdown.... or maybe something else... it's not that i'm not excited that finally i'm going for a holiday... it's just that maybe there has been a lot happening lately... work stress, have been pondering about my life and future, vanishing relationship, lots of worries, the all along lack of confidence, insecurities, low self esteem.... i am feeling like shit.. seriously... my heart feels really heavy i just wanna throw up! my brain hurts.. damn!
Really hope that all these will go away by the time i arrive my holiday destination... so hard!!!!!
*yea.. i did not post anything for the past days... although i do have things to write about, well, i guess i'll do it one shot with my travelogue, Destination: Bangkok Thailand! I should just start packing now... Sawadeeka Bangkok! Pls God, let me enjoy this holiday........ see you all next week!!
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I hope you feel better when you get back. :)
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